Okay so the dream starts off with me in the bathroom and im washing my hands and then this random girl comes in and starts to fight me, she pushed me into the sink so i push her back and bang her head into the stall door, there was blood everywhere and then she fell to the ground and so then i start hitting her so much to the point where she stops breathing and then i got so scared i ran pit of the school bathroom into my cousins house and she told me about how she heard a murder happened at school in the bathroom and how an investigation was happening so then i go home, so the next day i go to school and me and my friends go into the bathroom and my friends were like “ sho could do this to someone” and i felt so guilty and when we went in there was the classic marking of the body (it was gone) and fingerprints and a mold of the killers hand (me) and the school resource officer was talking to us saying how they are looking at the cameras to figure out who went in at the time of death to take their fingerprints, and so i start to get really nervous but try to play it off until the end of the day i got into the bathroom again ( the school resource officer was still there) and so i was like “can i talk to you in private” and he said “sure you can tell me anything” so we go to his office and i say “look i view you as a father figure and i cant hide it anymore, i accidentally killed her.” And then i just explain the whole situation and at the end i say “i know you probably think im a horrible person now but im really scared, can i have a hug?” And then thats when i woke up.
This dream could potentially symbolize feelings of guilt, fear, and the need for forgiveness. The bathroom setting may represent a place of personal cleansing and reflection, while the random girl who initiates the fight could represent an internal conflict or a perceived threat to your sense of self.
The violent actions in the dream, such as pushing, banging the head against the stall door, and physically attacking the girl, may symbolize a desire to defend yourself or assert your power in some aspect of your waking life. The presence of blood and the girl ceasing to breathe may indicate a sense of overwhelming harm caused as a result of your actions.
Seeking refuge in your cousin's house could symbolize a need for support or comfort during a difficult situation. The mention of a murder investigation and the guilt you feel may point to a fear of being discovered or punished for wrongdoings in your waking life. This fear manifests in your interactions with the school resource officer and your desperate attempt to confess and seek forgiveness.
The request for a hug at the end of the dream suggests a longing for reassurance, understanding, and acceptance from someone who holds authority or influence in your life. It reflects a need for emotional support and a desire to be comforted, even in the face of guilt and shame.
Overall, this dream may indicate subconscious feelings of guilt or conflict within yourself. It is important to reflect on any possible real-life situations or emotions that could be triggering these dream scenarios. Processing and acknowledging these emotions can help in resolving any underlying issues and finding a sense of peace or forgiveness.